March 2012
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self-pity
i shouldve been bolder. i shouldve never been shy like that. i shouldnt have been so afraid. what was i afraid, scared of? i still have no idea. i understand i dont like to be looked down on just as any other people. but english is not my fucking mother tongue so if my english sucks as usual it actually does not matter what other people think about me or my english.
try. try to improve your...
February 2012
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January 2012
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your place shows you, I believe.
Korean(or Chinese as some would say) new year
설날 연휴. 오늘이 설 당일이고, 원석 삼촌네서 돌아온 지 얼마 안됐다.
남의 집에서 하루를 묵고 또 어느 정도 있다 오는 건 서로의 취향이 다를 경우 참 힘든 일이라는 걸 새삼 깨닫게 되었다. 원석이 삼촌네 같은 경우를 예로 들어보면, 외숙모는 깔끔한 성격인 것 같음에도 집은 정말 지저분하고 더럽다. 당연히 정신이 하나도 없고 숨이 막힌다. 집에 와서 이렇게 relaxed되는 건 진짜 웃기는 거 아닌가.
새삼스럽게 집이 사람을 보여준다는 걸 떠올리게 되고, 나도 내 공간이 생기면 어떻게 꾸밀지 계속 생각하게 된다. 빨리 독립하고 싶은데, 그것도 참 쉽지 않다.
being absolutely lethargic
As the title says itself, I have been quite lethargic for the last few days. The weird thing is, I absolutely have no idea why I am being so lethargic. Perhaps it could be because I do not need to go to the uni for the winter class anymore. Or it just could be I am much relieved now. But by what? And what for?
As a matter of fact I do not feel like moving a toe at the moment and this sort of...
“The train came out of the long tunnel into the snow country”
– Yasunari Kawabata, “Snow country”
관계
친구랑 조조로 원스어게인(원제:the swell season)을 보고 나서,
커피챗을 하게 되었는데 이야기는 예기치 못한 방향으로 흘러 - 아빠와의 관계라는 주제에 도달했다. 그 친구 이야기를 듣고 있다보니 내 가슴까지 답답해지는 걸 느꼈는데 이유는, 그 친구 아빠라는 분도 상당히 꽉 막힌 권위주의자 타입이었기 때문이다.
이야길 듣는 내내 그 분은 우리 큰 아빠와 엄마를 섞어놓은 것 같다는 생각을 했는데 참, 우리 아빠 같은 면도 좀 있는 것 같긴 했다. 자식은 당신 소유물이 아니라는 아내의 말에 내 자식을 내가 휘두르지 그럼 누가 휘두르냐고, 성질 나면 자식 앞에서 접시 집어던지고 - 이런 일말의 행동들은 내 엄마와 아빠를 떠올리게 했다.
친구도 나와 비슷하게 아버지에 대한 트라우마가 있어 아버지가...
“당신이 보고 싶어하는 사람도 분명, 당신을 보고 싶어하고 있다”
– JR 토카이
“We are not nouns, we are verbs. I am not a thing — an actor, a writer — I am a...”
– Stephen Fry (via rachelshead)
Wilde.
saw Wilde the movie last night - starring brilliant Stephen Fry and young Jude Law. watching Jude Law that young was just unexpected and his acting was quite good for the role as well. as Oscar Wilde’s young, beautiful, irrepressible lover Jude Law showed his rage to his abusing father, himself and the world.
Stephen Fry was quite good too although I did not expect that much since it was...
Cien anos de soledad
I am currently reading Cien anos de soledad - One hundred years of Solitude/백년의 고독 in english and korean. It’s so amazing actually to realize that there was a person who thought of all that. It’s just so odd. You know, when you feel is just simply beyond the degree that can be described in words. Well, I exactly felt that feeling when I started reading the book. I shall post my...
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“Having a great intellect is no path to being happy.”
– Stephen Fry, a national treasure of the UK.
first one.
Hi, world.
today is historical day that I start blogging. at least I’ve decided to do it.
thanks to Mr.Stephen Fry, I realized how indifferent I have been towards everything around me therefore I came to think of doing something new.
I am extraordinarily lazy individual so I actually have never thought about writing something to share or to treasure the memory. oh well. but this is 2012,...
